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Twenty​/​Twenty

by New Cult

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1.
The Calm... 02:12
The calm before the fall My arms are stiff to my side As they fill all the cages at night My eyes won’t close anymore Too awake from the things that we’ve done I can really feel it As hard as I fight it I can’t contain it My hope already gone, my faith already faded My eyes are deadlocked on the kids in the cages My heart filled with rage for their blood We’re all martyrs now
2.
Optimism 01:45
All of the changes that I wanna see manifest themselves in contradictions around me in all of my old friends who like the things I said, but couldn't balance them with chemicals inside their heads Optimism breeds anxiety and that makes cynicism pretty fucking easy To make a radical difference you gotta be radically different Hey I get it, the world is burning You're just one person what could you have done Predictability seems to be easy when we're all passive to the hand that feeds So I'll just keep hearing millennial songs about how much it sucks to give up comfort here at all until we realize we're still where we began trying to self help at the expense of mental health Optimism breeds anxiety and that makes cynicism really fucking easy I don't see us making a difference
3.
All my friends are dead and dying The slow death marches on Feels like God is laughing Makes you feel so small Begging bowed down Makes it real and permanent Is it even God? The only thing for sure The future isn’t yours Stop dwelling The past won’t keep you safe Oh my God, can you save me? I watched the storms roll in Helpless to the Arctic winds Aimless when Hope is unpredictable
4.
Ethics 02:19
Imperfect world, imperfect body, imperfect mind Extend myself to everyone and everything and I still find That I am ruined by a culture that's still holding out For God to be something outside what's happening right now But now I'm having dreams about people I knew before I was me I can't stop thinking about what they think of who I used to be And if I'm better off now We're being shaped by circumstances we don't understand Though I'm thrilled by the chase, I'm the world's to be saved I can't change who I wanna be I'll just keep living it out While everyone I try to love is fucking killing themselves And I wish that were a metaphor but I feel them slipping away as they fail to find what I've found, this method of thought beyond myself I think I get it now It's in my soul Happiness is infinite, it can't be controlled But what of the days when I can't get out of bed until I move to the desk and fall asleep there instead? No matter where I am I can't quite express that there is something more
5.
Eat the Rich 01:59
We move slow cause we know Who's really in control They fucked things up again Blood flows and time shows Who's really in control They own everything Control everything Hoarding everything While everybody fucking rots They don't know How far we'll go They may have it all But there’s still space left to grow And if I'm still breathing They cant have me And if you all come along We can drive them all out to sea Thought we were falling asleep
6.
Rapture 02:27
I saw the flag waving From my one bedroom apartment I feel it's teeth sinking in me From my one bedroom apartment Inside I am a king From my one bedroom apartment I can do anything From my one bedroom apartment I can't change anything From my one bedroom apartment I submit to the obscene From my one bedroom apartment Am I defined by what I let myself? Am I divided or going even deeper for it? We are not defined by what we all think we are I am not divided I am part of the big machine I wont let myself consume me From this one bedroom apartment Setting myself free From this one bedroom apartment Wake be woke to the thrill of living life Wake be woke or be left for the birds
7.
I feel like everyone is stupid I feel like everyone is fucking dumb I feel like everyone is crazy At least I'm not the only one now There's a ringing in my ear And my hands are shaking Staring in the mirror Watching my face change complexion All work and no play Is keeping me this way There’s a panic taking over And Time does not exist there There's a Pressure in my chest I was just trying to rest Wish it were the way when I was a kid? Before I woke up, before I did drugs Before I was sold like the kids before me. And all the fuck ups and all the dumb love That had me screaming at the ceiling Before I lost touch, before I gave up Before I ever called your bluff There was a god that helped me sleep And I hoped and I prayed And something deep within said God is inside every part of you God is not the antibody to sin But god is the response of the human condition God is the choice to love,to have faith In the absence of love We are left to reckless abandon Take me back Take me back Take me back Take me!

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released December 8, 2019

Cover design by Tayler Dyer/ @dyerluck
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